Thursday, May 07, 2009
I was having a long chat with my partners about life.
I realized.. I'm feeling very guilty!
Guilty for not abling to:
- Support my parents whom are in their 50s, yet working so hard to sustain the family.
- Give my parents whatever they have been yearning for. (Holiday trips to Hong Kong, Paris & London, laid-back life, drive luxurious car (at least a BMW 3-Series), etc.)
Above all these, it only points down to one thing: I have yet returned my parents a favor!
I asked myself the past few hours, "How long more do my parents have to slaughter before they could retire safely?"
Give me 3 years! Just 3 years to change their lifestyle & my lifestyle! I WILL GIVE IN MY BEST!
As I was looking at my parents while they are fast asleep, all I could feel was tiredness. They are very tired! Tired of working! They need a break, really!
Mum & Dad, give me some time, but I won't let you wait for too long.
Sigh.. As I'm typing this, I'm tearing. I feel useless.
People of my age have been asking me why am I so desperate about money.
I just have an answer to them:
I realized.. I'm feeling very guilty!
Guilty for not abling to:
- Support my parents whom are in their 50s, yet working so hard to sustain the family.
- Give my parents whatever they have been yearning for. (Holiday trips to Hong Kong, Paris & London, laid-back life, drive luxurious car (at least a BMW 3-Series), etc.)
Above all these, it only points down to one thing: I have yet returned my parents a favor!
I asked myself the past few hours, "How long more do my parents have to slaughter before they could retire safely?"
Give me 3 years! Just 3 years to change their lifestyle & my lifestyle! I WILL GIVE IN MY BEST!
As I was looking at my parents while they are fast asleep, all I could feel was tiredness. They are very tired! Tired of working! They need a break, really!
Mum & Dad, give me some time, but I won't let you wait for too long.
Sigh.. As I'm typing this, I'm tearing. I feel useless.
People of my age have been asking me why am I so desperate about money.
I just have an answer to them:
I'm afraid my parents can't wait for too long!
4:14 AM